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“Every year is always different.”

For the first time, walking onto campus felt really weird. I know it was just the first day back but it just, wasn’t the same. Everywhere I go, half the time I’m saying, “Who are these people?” And most of the time, it just felt too quiet and less exciting as it used to be. 

It hit me whenever I walked into the dance room. The nostalgia kicked in and all the memories came rushing back. The random laughs, the deep talks, the craziness. All of it. Most of the people that contributed to all of those memories have left and are moving on with their lives. It’s sad because I have gotten so used to seeing those familiar faces everyday last year, that I never stopped to think how it would be when they actually left. This feeling just sucks.. I miss them already, it’s crazy. It’s definitely not going to be the same. I mean, I feel like I can’t even lesbian joke around anymore. Now, that’s a problem. Man, I miss last year..